That Brought Back Memories..

I've been through what Ben has with his brother Matthew, i say he is like a brother to me and that is becausei knew him since he was little..its true, i used to babysit him, but once they got older, i used to just hang out with them, yup a friendship was born, it hurt me to see Matt suffer, i often wished i could trade places with him, as me being older then them had lived a fair share of my life, i had promised him that i would allow them to test to me to see if i was match for him, if he need another kind of stem cell transplant or something like an organ, yes i willing to give up my life for him, he was a good kid, mature for his age and he taught me many things, when i first met them i was rebelious, a wild child, but he changed me, he made me relized that my life was going in the wrong direction,so i changed...he also taught me to never give up, and i thank him for that...god to miss him...after his death Ben and i grew closer together as friends, we still remember all the things we did, from watching Anime on tv, playing video games, goofing around outside or playing on the computer, those memories are forever with us. I also made a promise to matt, well two promises and i entend to keep those..for Ben would kick my butt if i broke them..one of the last things we did together before his death was go and see the Yu-Gi-Oh! movie, it was a good movie, he even gave me some cards, my two that i will never take from my deck being Harpy Lady and Gaia the Ferice Knight..those cards were his..he gave them to me..those will be our friendship cards til the day i leave god's green earth, i bought a sword at the Ren,Fair its in memory of him, he loved swords and dragons, he also loved blue raspberry stuff..ah the memories...i will never ever forget you Matthew.. and Ben i will always be there for you no matter where life may take us..i promised your brother that i would watch over you and protect you and i will, til the day i leave the earth behind...love you like a brother..^_^