Monday, May 25, 2009
Hmmm...I have bad eating habits
all i can say is that i am happy my boyfriend is back, now i have to wait for him to sign in,lol we chatted on the computer until 3:30am last night but don't tell my mom, i told her i went to bed at 1:30 am but had stomach problems, just so she would let me sleep to 2:00pm,lol anyway i'm feeling much better today, my mom says if my stomach problem persists i will have to see a doctor, i think its either IBS or a mild case of the stomach flu due to the heat and well i hardly ate anything over the weekend and OD on the soda, but i'm feeling better now. I know people hated when i don't eat, mom and Ben being 2 of them, so i appologzie, i have eaten today, i had a hotdog and some chips for lunch, now i'm drinking a glass of water and thinking of eating a bagel, i will eat supper tonight, i gotta wait til mom wakes up to find out if i'm cooking or if she is. My eating habits were never good to begin with, then my mom had a heart attack and i changed them to help her change hers, then they got worse, there will be times where i refuse to eat, which makes her mad, but eventually do eat...just not much. i'm not a skeleton, i do not have anerixa or bulmia but i think that is what she is afraid is going to happen to me, but i assure you it won't, sometimes late at night i will have a bowl of ceral or perhaps a yummy sandwich. i do not throw my food up nor do i take laxitives to control my weight, that is just plain stupid and can really screw your body yup. I've seen some movies about girls who struggled with Anerixa and i do not wish to travel that path. two good movies to check out are "For the Love of Nancy" and "Dieing to Dance" both stories about girls struggling with anerxia and how they delt with it. There are two people from the Love of Nancy that you will know right away they are Tracey Gold, she played the daughter on "Growing Pains" and Mark-Paul Gossalar, he played Zack Morris on "Saved By the Bell" and "Saved By the Bell: The Collage Years" he's also in the new show on TBS 'Raising the Bar" he starred in many other movies and shows, its real easy to pick him out. The one girl in the movie "Dieing to Dance" played a young Robin on my mom's soap opera "General Hospital" "Raising the Bar" might be on TNT you have to check your local listings,lol..hmm..well i am out of things to say... Syanora!
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I make people mad when i don't eat either. there are just those times when you are so upset, or so angry where you don't want to eat. Food doesn't attract me at all when I'm upset so I sympathize with you. (I probably just spelled that wrong). Ben hasn't ever gotten mad at me for not eating but then again, he's never actually known when I wasn't eating because I don't show it that I'm not eating. He doesn't have lunch with me and I don't tell him about it and I get off the phone "to eat" and stay off for awhile and then call him back. Don't tell him. He'll kill me. Litterally.
ReplyDeletethe one year at the ren fair i freaked him out, i didn't eat anything, just had water, i got really sick, he made me eat after i said i was dizzy. my mom had a heart attack 4-5 years ago since then i changed my eating habits to be healthier, but sometimes i still get away with out eating, i never ate lunch at school and always got yelled at, but i would usually eat some potato chips or pretzels in Biology class, last class of the day, we could take the bags out of the lunch room as long as they were in our bags. i'm not under weight nor am i over weight...i have a good weight. my mom is also diabetic which probaly explains my dizzy spell, low blood sugar, i don't know weather i'm diabetic or not would need to be tested to find out. Don't worry about your spelling,lol mine's not very good either, spell checker is a good friend to have,lol. i still have to put chapter 5 to my fanfic up,lol
ReplyDeleteI won't kill you for that Erin... Maybe I'll give you a spanking, but it'd be a fun one. ^_~
ReplyDeleteThe main reason I yell at people when they don't eat is that I know how important food is to stay healthy, and I want the people I care about to be healthy, especially you two, since you're my closest friends.